Tuesday, June 13, 2006
YOu Are on my MOST HATED LIST!
I will pray hard that you will never bear Children.
With that thick empty skull of yours, and with that brainless Dick you were born with had made you the most pampered person in this Fucking family. SO you think you have a life to live and a Dog doesn't. You think a pet's life is worthless. Mind you again. I will cursed you for all you know. And for that fucking parents i'm born under. you made me detested you more for now. By showing me that how important that Dick means to you all. GOD BLESS.
You should thank GOD that yesterday i never blew my temper on that pampered son of yours. all i did was to tell him off on what he did was incorrect and show some emotion. Please... for GOD sake, she has a life too. By playing with her that way you are just trying to MURDER her fast.
and that Dad of mine, scolded me for showing Black emotion. Please and again... those were the nature instinct most people on this earth is born with. By telling me that only parents can show facial emotion. you are trying to tell me that i'm not born a human.We will showed our emotion towards anything with the facial expression. Telling me that Having Facial expression equal to giving no respects to you all as parents. Please rethink of how many fucking times your precious son had did that to you in the past and now you are fucking telling me that I'm not giving you any. How many times have you see me being disrespect to you all. How many times did i NEVER greeted you when you as parents reached home everyday? compared to the fucking times your son did that to you. ASk yourself in that dark room you sleep in.FUCK! I HATE YOU. I have never regret being born as a woman myself. I will only blamed the fact that i'm born in a family that is FUCKED UP! Ask me to mind my words. Hell you go. _l_ Look at the way you are building this family? you think this is family bonding? NO, and i'm telling you now.
I used to believe that you as my dad you will treat me different. Until this day, i knew i was a foolish daughther of yours. that was my fantasy. A fantasy of having a loving and understanding Father when that mother of mine was FUCKED UP enough for me to even mention. Now you two are listed under that same category.
I will make sure on the day I'm married, I leave this fucking family for good. Don't expect me to keep visiting you all. it will never happen. I don't give a fucking damn to what others say. I have went through too much and i want to put an end to this. If I ever have children. I will never tell them you are my parents. And that FUCKing asshole brother of mine. I cursed you with no children to see you off on the last Breathe on earth. I cursed you with a divorce coming up soon due to that fucking character you have.
As for me, i will live a life like a fairy tale. Spent each day happily with a happy family. with children to love me and my baby by my side. I will spend each day doting on my children regardless they are born with a DICK or WITHOUT. I will dote on them equally. I will never follow the footsteps you laid.
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