Thursday, June 16, 2005

wonder why is there a thing called 'Love'?
Aren't love suppose to make people happy?

this entry seems to be so unethical of me to write it here.
Still, I insist on writting it.
Will you feel that love is near to you now?
Or is it distancing away from you day by day?

I don't seems to be feeling right after what had happen yesterday.
Prolly because my left brain is dead by 1530 yesterday.
Now left with my right brain working, i don't feel good at all.
It left me a scar. Deep down that heart of mine.
Remembering what you've promised me.
Recalling those promises that were never fulfilled.

Are you done with your nagging? you've always asked.
Are you sick in your brain? indeed i am.
Why can't you put a little trust in me? you've always asked.
Simply because your words cannot be trust.
Why are you sticking with me if you are so unhappy most of the time? you asked.
I'm pondering why as well.
You seems to always be an angel, you never failed in anything you do. you said.
it's not that i am angel in your eyes, somehow you will never be an angel.
I'm the only girlfriend being compare to your past tense girlfriend as plain unreasonable. You said.
I seems to be the worst girlfriend you ever had.