Wednesday, June 15, 2005
he doesn't love me anymore
he doesn't care...
he doesn't love me no more.
I'm nothing to him at all.
I hate you!
Why can't i deserve someone better?
Why am i tearing mad..........
Simply because I'm too happy for myself to find someone who doesn't love me at all.
Or should i thank God for giving such person to me in the 1st place.
Are all these test?
Are all theses obstacles for me to go through?
Why am I given such shit?
Why am I being such a pain in the arse?
Where's my pillar of support?
Totally burnt into ashes.
I hate being myself, All this while, hate being me.
Why am I born to this world? at this time? to suffer such saddness.
I hate you. I SIMPLY Hate you.
have you ever care for this relationship?
have you ever love me like how God Love me?
ask me to reflect on my own doings, what about you?
I'm always in the wrong than what about you?
I hate being myself.
and no one cares.
11:57:00 AM