Tuesday, September 21, 2004
+ The other side of mE +
Stressed~ worn Out~ etc... I've changed to another person overnight. Being more unreasonable, short tempered, easily mood swing, over sensitive, to round up everything...I'M JUST UGLY!!! Being treated as a * Princess* was * oh YEAH~ I feel so good!* well... having this kind of treatment is like once in a blue moon... erm...to confess something- I just couldn't trust him, no matter how hard i tell myself to trust in him. All the unpleasant past seems to haunt me. I just can't bring myself to trust him. In some way, i was wondering the way he is treating me now, are they coming out from his heart or just putting a mask. Well... correct me if i'm wrong. I lose faith in man, due to my many setbacks in relationship in the past and present. Most man will lie, make empty promises, being unfaithful in some way... guess all this are meant to be. I hope this relationship will turn out well... We having been dating for 1 1/2 years but it seems like we just started out dating. He told me that his army frens thought that we have been dating for 4-5 years... i hope they mean well. oh okay~ enough of mem being so negative towards my relationship... dun blame me for feeling all this... >.<*princess* better still a *Queen* mua hahahahahha.... evil grins....
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