Saturday, August 7, 2004
.: Am i leaving? :.
This is terrible!!! I'm just someone who can't get the love from you...You will never love me right? or Should i put it this way it never started in the first place. Well...i guess it's time that i shall take my leave and back off from your life. I'm just someone you need, not someone you want to love.
i would like to thank this 'darling' of mine. He's always there for me. Never fail to make me cry in happiness and sadness. He let me taste all the different kinds of emotions and let me fully understand the meaning of "independence". Thanks for sending me home everytime we're out. It has been hard on you, especially on your pocket~ Thanks for enduring my temper, my stubbornness... and the times when i'm having mood swings. I guess it's the end of everything, so much for my happy ending. Am i suppose to be by myself from today onwards? i guess so. T_T i'm sure you will be able to get someone into your life once again. Maybe in a month or two? As for me? i think i'll have a hard time getting myself to move on, i hope i'll be able to carry on my life without looking back to the past. What is over is over, there's nothing i can do to change the past. This is life and i should have knew it long ago.It takes me so damn long to learn such lesson...Pray for me...thanks
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